I initiated contact with a few men I found attractive. The falling …As soon as I met my first AM suitor, Dave, in person at the restaurant, I knew it wasn’t going to happen.
We exchanged AM messages and then moved the conversation to our personal email accounts. The sheer volume diluted the experience, making it more overstimulating than stimulating. One man once asked me if all the Internet attention “gave me high self-esteem.” I can say with confidence that non-specific, voluminous “likes” and “winks” and generic compliments had very little effect on my own self-worth. Interestingly, men kept telling me how “normal” I seemed. The online chemistry didn’t translate into real-life chemistry. And when, after a cocktail and some awkward conversation, he said quite loudly, “So are we gonna fuck? Dave was a well-educated man, just a few years my senior.
About a year ago, I found myself overcome by ennui.
Having been unfaithful to my (handsome, hilarious and very nearly perfect) husband in the past, I was familiar with the buzz of infidelity, and I wanted to get high again. Or, most horrifyingly, by my father (he was never on the website that I know of, but this remained my most prominent and irrational fear). I’m in my 30’s, enjoy my profession, love my adorable family. My favorite book is Kesey’s One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, my favorite movie is Steel Magnolias, and my favorite band is The Grateful Dead.”I surfed the profiles of men I never doubted to be real.
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